Because I've LearnedWhat ifI curl up in my chaircover my earscover my eyesand try to push awayany and all doubtfrom my mindbut back it creepsbecause I am failingand can't keepfrom sensing thatI won't be enoughfor this to take holdso here as I gazeupon this lightI wonderis the fadingall in my headbecause I've learnedthe same damn thingand as I sit hereI tell myselfto expect morebut as the years passmy reasoning saysexpect nothingand I tremblebecause I'venothing left to giveand cannot standon so little